December 2010
3 posts
Boomerang
I tried to let go, but I don’t understand what’s holding me back. I doubt you’ll come across this post, but if you do… I want you to know that I’m sorry. I don’t blame you for feeling uncomfortable around me, although I really try not to be awkward. But maybe it’s how hard I try NOT to be awkward that actually complicates everything.
I recently found out...
Revisited phobia.
It turns out that I’ve reacquired my childhood fears.
I’m now afraid of the dark, and my own eyes.
Darkness is scary because I don’t know what I’m going to find when light is actually shone. Plus, my superstitions fill my mind with frightening and disturbing images. I can’t even close my eyes for comfort because I still see… nothing.
I can’t look myself...
